快点到啊！！

我要去多春茶座
我要去升旗山
我要去跳降落伞！！

Stop convince me!

Don't ask me to stay already,
I decided move to Penang work ...

BETRAY..背叛

严重声明请勿对号入座，我知道你在看..
知道你在看，怎么可能说你

================================

我平时去哪里，我都会先问你，
若你们不想我知道就不要那么张扬，
看到你们的照片，
心淡..
心里有种说不出的感觉
如同背叛，被你们当玩偶，
玩腻了，
就丢一旁！！
所以，
29th不要指望我载你去，
另请高明！
保重

"搁笔"

================================

THROW AWAY

Finally i have "throw" it!
ya, i did a silly thing,
but it's good for me..

=]

i jz wonder that..the feeling to him had gone..
i think it's good thing for me..
should be celebrate it afterward..=]

。。。

暧昧不好玩，沉迷了，就恨错难返，越陷越深。。

倒数

几乎常常都在看日历，
倒数着，
2012 5月快点到来~
距离还有10个月~

。。。

难道你就不能主动打回来问清楚吗？

哎...

有时候，

明明就知道自己极度不喜欢那套戏，

偏要看..

结果事实全部说不好看!

我提议的你们不要看,

好啦,

现在看到那些不好看的戏,

说实在,

我条气就是gut不下去..

此时此刻的心情...

我一旦想起她,

我的眼泪就自然而然的掉下,

其实我也不想,

我也没想到我那么眼浅

试着平伏我的心情,

但我却办不到

我姐结婚我也没掉泪，

除了二姐以外

真想把我的泪腺给切割掉

好让眼泪可以停止

万般不舍

对你，我依然是万般的不舍

我其实真的也不想落泪，

只不过眼泪不禁落下

你并不是嫁去一个小时就可以到的地方

我哭是我真的很舍不得你

....

他说：

或许在你们眼里，

我是很幸福，

要什么有什么，

但是那是九岁以前的事，

九岁以后，

发生在我身上的，

一些都是噩梦

以前我真的很恨他，

或许现在以后会改观吧。

Recently..

lazy to write down the nanny story..
jz read through the picture,















4June2011
2nd time went to broga hill.

i was proud to myself,

without giving up to continue the journey although i felt want to vomit on the half way~

14-17 May Singapore Trip~

Hooray..never been Singapore for 8 years!
finally i visit to there~
im honest to myself,
i love there more than Malaysia...:P

1st day, we took flight on around 8pm something
reach Sin around 9pm.
u took picture from beginning to the end

Angel's aunt come and pick us from airport.
We rush back to prepare and we going to Club!!
while we are preparing, Aunt's son-Zhen Jie & Zhen Kai
Zhen Jie the hyperactive and talkactive
we busy for preparing, and he busy to asking question..XD

Club over here was different with KL
casual, and smaller than KL
i know the club only that i reach there
It was a GAY club..
after we get in there,
it's was very cold
i think the time haven't reach
so there was less kawan at there
while 12am..
those kawan be more and more.
the mood was come~
1st we watched agua show.

I think we are quite special,
make the host and dancer ask us question
and we get a free drink~yoohoo~
In fact, im the 1st time going to gay club and
the club,boys is freaking lots!
but can just see only...hahhaha
the mood was come
drink half jug of mix alcohol to getting some mood to DANCE!!
Singapore can be consider a very small country,
but y there are so many leng zai kawan inside?
dance til midnight
we felt tired, and we go to having some supper
after that,we overnight at angel's cousin house

the next day we woke up
after the breakfast
we leaving Angel's cousin house
depart back to her aunt's house
wearing the high heel and walk to Bus station..
it's ok for me..but it's nightmare of AiAi..XD

While reach "home"
we have some rest
sleep..take bath..playing comp..
after that,
Aunt Mashi cook us some noodles as our dinner

after the dinner
we going to China town
walk around
buy some thing
buy half dozen heneiken
buy 2 pack snack
after that we going back "home"
wait ZhenJie sleep and we heading to the Balcony enjoy the night scene
we talk talk talk talk laugh laugh laugh laugh
"saya tak mau "

the 3rd day
we are going to universal studio
we took breakfast at "home" prepared by Aunty Mashi
After that
Angel's uncle fetch us to station
Haizz..the wrong information make us drop at wrong station..lolz..
almost 1-2pm only we reach universal studio
even though that day was a weekday.
but all the people like during holiday
US full like a
playing 5 mins game need to wait 2 and 1/2 hr..
What the Heaven!...

around 7pm,
we depart from there and going to take Singapore flyer~
watch the night scene~

The 4th day which also the last day
we plan to Bukis
before that
we breakfast with Peishi's sister
a primary school's teacher
breakfast at White Sand
After that, shopping at Bukis
quite look alike Petaling Street at KL
but more clean and clean..
bought 2 shirt,quite like it~
walk until 5pm
we back "home" to packing

The dinner was NICE!!crab..my favorite!
After that, is time to saying good bye to Singapore,Aunt,Uncle,Zhenjie,Zhenkai,AuntyMashi,PeiShi's sister,Angel's GuGu and cousin, Taboo...XD

a lesson

today i did a big mistake....
Of cause i felt sad...
This might give me a lesson,
any booking should go with black and white..T_T

心中的自己

其实一直以来都不鼓励
和自己的好朋友住在一起
毕竟住就了
问题自然出现
搞得大家都不开心就不好
不好很多事情都是可以能避免的
就看你会不会处理
住久了
对方给你不满意的一面
就会表露出来
或许很多事情真的需要用
睁一只眼闭一只眼来处理

=[

朋友之间还是分类比较好

2April A night again!

自从三月的那一次club之后，
果真，
差不多一个星期去一次
这次地点在mist隔壁，MILK
装潢是不错，
但是就空间有限，
或许最近去得蛮频密
这次还真的觉得蛮无聊了
只是强迫自己去enjoy..=]
这次来真的
这半年以内,
叫到也不去了!!

1April 1st working day

ya..yesterday just start my first day
every thing was ok
start by paper work
when i look at the paper,
almost fall and sleep..
damn sleepy
but hope they will teach me in system and phone call something
because i have to finish my last project
if just do paper work
i don't know what should i write in it..=[
by the way,good luck to myself=]

diarrhea week

i think i was in diarrhea almost a week
what's wrong with me..
alcohol with empty stomach?
i don't want a doctor..
please recover in short while!!

plan..plan..plan...

after get in to the job..
will start plan all the things!
even though i need to save money
but some how the money can't keep so much..:p
1st plan:i wan a DSLR~
2nd plan:i wan a cupboard to put all my stuff~even though i not shopaholic~
3rd plan:smoothly to Redang!
4th plan:smoothly to TAIWAN!!!!
plan plan plan~

mood swing

regret to re-open my chat box..
now the guy was killing my mood..

i will miss they deeply..:(

my friends is going to PD to having internship soon
my sista go there as well
i will miss they deeply..:(

25March clubbing night

March was the month that,
i think i "visit" to club the most
twice a month
MOS and MIST
i do agreed that MOS have a
good ambiance,
nice deco,
no SMOKERS!=]
but the REMIX was suck..
it's away my mood as weel..=[

MIST
the good point i describe on MOS
i can't find in MIST~=]
but they did provide NICE REMIX!

so,if u wish to have a good deco,nice ambiance
u can go for MOS,;P
but if u wish to release ur stress,
MIST was the good choice for u~

25March
the day was my last final exam
and also the last day my last day in college
and the following Monday
i gonna have a interview for my internship
although i already accept the offer from other company~

After finish the exam,
heading to Cristabelle's house have short break,dinner,prepare~=]
about 10pm something,
Cristabelle's friends come and pick us
heading to MIST Club
this clubbing night can consider a farewell night

the night,
i think i drink a little bit much and fast..
i fall drunk as well
dislike the feeling..=[
i did talking nonsense too
hate the feeling after get blur!Issshhh!!

after this night..
i think will stop going in between 6 months or more than that
work,work,work life getting start!!
can i choose not to start that fast?

PS:actually,i'm a good girl,don't ever saying me is alcoholic..=]

~><~

真的真的，
有很多事情，
不知道好过知道，
知道了，
只会不停的胡思乱想，
现在的我
只想把自己灌醉
醉了以后，
或许我再不会胡思乱想..

19March2011 2nd Farewell dinner 058

time passing so fast
going to graduate already
going to start my working life..:(
19 March we had a dinner at Tao Cuisine which located at Giza Mall, PJ
actually,i'm not familiar with that place
the only thing i can do
which is trust my GPS~
we pass through the Tropicana City
and getting wrong way into the resident area..><
wow..the area mostly for the richest people stay..
all detached house..><

after about 15 minutes,
i think 6pm something
we reach Giza Mall
this place quite nice,
with their deco

while waiting for them
call to them..
omg,they still at ampang park..
gosh,i have already reach
while waiting them,
having some snack at wong kok

almost 7pm something
they reach
but our dinner time start at 8:30pm
the only thing we can do
take photo
walk here walk there
chit chating

8:30pm
we get in to the restaurant
the deco also not bad
but the foods..
i more prefer tenji
even though rates of Tenji slightly higher than Tao
but it's worth!
Tenji have more varieties

11pm
the bell was ring,
means we should leave already
some of them going to Mr.ong house
the rest back to house

the night,
i can recognize where am i
ya,GPS again..
but he very naughty
the half way i drive
only he give me the signal~
but the luckiest
he bring me back~

2 years time,it's really bring me a lots of fun
but it's also bring me sadness
by the way
appreciate to meet them..

=(

in fact..can u be trust?

习惯就好!

每次事情发生
错的都是我..
反正我也习惯了
你喜欢怎样就怎样
我的东西借给阿猫阿狗
都不会借给他!

10March clubbing night

1 year more never go to clubbing ady..

coz im not clubbing kaki mah..=D

Thanks for my friends invited~

and also thanks to her friend be our make up artist

about 11pm something

after we settle our things

we gonna heading to the club

we met up elaine and her bf in front the club..=p

and also met up felicia'friends

actually while intro to them

i still don't know each other..:p

coz the environment was too dark..

and also too much people..

6 girls and the rest are felicia' friends

yup..that day was nice

dance non stop..

until my leg also pain..><

afterward, 3am something we went for station1 yamcha and chit chating

i think almost 4am++,we going to back to kepong

after settle all the things

lie on the bed

online for short while

then gonna off the netbook

almost 5am or 6am something

only fall sleep..><

the next day

having some dim sum for our breakfast..

then we gonna leave kepong and back home..=]

actually i don't how to back serdang from kepong=[

the only thing i can do,

which is open my OVI gps..=p

luckily, it can be trusted~❤

never regret i had bought it~

抉择

现在的我

正面对抉择

该选择哪个才是正确的

还真的有够烦

事情来的太突然

真叫我彻夜难眠

事实难了

只不过是区区的半年的时间

友谊就这样宣告死亡

有必要吗？

那，那之前的一年多的呢？

白交了？

♡ ❤ ♡

even though it's only a dream

but it make me sweet for the whole day~♡

18-20 February 2011 Sudden Attack to Penang!

This Penang trip was too suddenly..

we came out yamcha at Tuesday(15Feb)

one of my friend suddenly said want go Penang

then we are also syok while discuss this..

and plan visit at the Friday of the week(18-20Feb)

total 6 of people was go for yamcha

2 of them have to ask for permission from parents and boss

so we needed to waiting their answer

On Wednesday(16Feb)

Don't know is it we never plan go for some places in suddenly

excited while waiting for their answer

2 of them was answering me will give me answer after work and night time

Wow!the 1 who are always not joining us to trip,

but that day,

he was promise us to visit there!

if he was accept our invitation

means the 80% chances the trip will be success

the night time

The rest was settle

cool!this was the first time plan within a week

or maybe it just only 3 day plan

the more longer planning,

the chances always the lesser

At the night time

me and 2 person was doing the survey for the hotel

sending mail to the hotels,wait for the reply

Accommodation

Standard Room RM98

Superior Roon RM118

book for 3 days

[98+118] X 2nights /6 persons=RM72

mostly 1pm only sleep..

the next day Thursday(17Feb) i overslept

9am class

10am wake up

1130am reach college

1-1.30pm back

after back, me and pk go look for bus ticket at Bukit Jalil

ticket to Penang at 3.30pm

per ticket charge RM35

Friday(18Feb)the day was coming

never expect this day will coming

because while put more time to planning the trip

it always never success

but this time we did!

proud of that!

after i back from college

almost 1pm

after settle all my things almost 2pm

waiting for kim back home

then we rush to Terminal Bus Bukit Jalil

almost 4pm the bus only depart

the bus was not full

maybe was just not more than 20 passengers

On the way to Penang

we are very Noisy

from the beginning until the sky was turn dark

a funny thing is

while we almost reach Penang

the bus driver was saying: Semua Turun

then we packing the baggage and move out from the bus

but we don't know which bus we should get in

while we back to the bus

the bus driver was said: Butterworth baru turunlah..

means we're going to Sg.Nibung are suppose to continue with the bus

luckily we early back to the bus

If not

there are no seats already

9pm we reach terminal Bus Sg.Nibung

yup, we reach Penang

5 hours journey to reach there

9:30pm we have to reach Hotel

so we take taxi to the hotel

[RM25 X 2taxi] / 6persons =RM8.30

Check in for the hotel

well, the staff was knowing me when i was step in to the lobby..XD

maybe i was the only late comer with reserve

put the baggage to room

and we paying Kien

2 days meal and transportation = RM50

after that we go walk around and find for our

pass through a street

all are the Pub,Club,Bar

we find a food court close to our hotel

and settle our meal at there

all payment by Kien

after that,

we buy some alcohol drinks

back hotel and drink

i just drink few only

already with the name"Alcoholic"

Alcoholic Drinks=RM49.6/ 6 persons=RM8.2

we playing cards until 1 or 2 am something

2nd day,Saturday(19Feb)

wake up at 6.30am

hongning and kim go out to having dinner

because we have only 4 voucher buffet breakfast

after settle breakfast

we walk to Komtar the terminal bus for Rapid Penang

look for bus to KuanYin Temple

but i think the driver just know the road

not the temple

so we choose to Kek Lok Si first

we took picture at there

while during take the cable car

we met a professional camera man help us take a beautiful picture

thanks to him

after that we go to KuanYin Temple

they saying there very efficacious

who know..hope it was a truth..

after that

we pass through St.George Church

take picture at there

although it is sunny and hot!

After that,

Lunch Time!

Laksa + Cendol + White Coffee ice!

it's totally thirsty!

After that, actually we want went to Forest Recreation Park

Maybe the driver was misunderstanding us

bring us to the last station which already over the destination

we drop down at Pantai Kerachut

take boat to there

we met some visitors which also want to go there

per boat can fit 10 passengers

they are 4 persons and we have 6 persons

so we sharing the boat fare

Boat RM120/6 persons= RM20(return journey)

enjoy the boat while going to our destination

it was exciting..

the beach was totally HOT!

and the sand very rough!

make my leg feel pain!

we go there for 40-45minutes

we just look like wait for help at the island

waiting the boat fetch us back to main land

after reach main land

we took bus to Gurney Drive

the way to there

we're observing the people get in to the bus

compare with KL and Penang

more than 80% are not local people

reaching Gurney Drive

shopping at there

but didn't buy things

window shopping

All have already get hungry

Dinner at Gurney Drive

the foods we order just look like same

chow kuey teow,蚝煎,卤肉..

after dinner

we go to the beach

having time with the kids

playing BUBBLES..

9:30pm something we went back to hotel

taking bus drop down at Komtar

the most danger crossing road i cross before

actually all already in "Appear Offline" mood

because all have already tired

shock by car drivers

all become "Available"

Xiao liao...

Finally reach hotel,

bathing,resting and waiting

actually we want go have some alcohol drinks at the street

but it look weird we go there

and the pub,bar,club also full of people

Lastly we bought the alcohol back to the hotel

alcohol RM30

We playing cards,the loser have to drink the alcohol

kim and hong ning drink the lesser

1st time i saw loo drink and become red face..

maybe they are a little bit blur already after the alcohol

our funds at Kien there have finish already

so we pay

last day meals and transportation RM10

while playing cards

they become slowness

we just bought 2 bottle

so can finish easier

they go back and sleep

3rd day Sunday 20Feb

maybe yesterday night was too tired

all don't wish to wake up

6:30am alarm 7:30 am only wake up

packing all the cloths before check out

Kien and loo go out for breakfast

but the 多春茶室 was closed at the day

so they going another place

After the breakfast

we double check for our things

and going to check out

we keep our things at bell counter

and we go to "sleeping Buddha"

After that,

we took bus 101 to buy sourvenir

Ghee Hiang

The First Name in Traditional Penang Biscuit

Biscuit RM5.5 X 3boxes =RM16.50

After that

we go take free shuttle bus

we pass by the travel agency

buy 4pm ticket back to KL

RM32 per ticket

after that we took free shuttle

round around the some places at Penang

after finish a round

we go having our lunch

White Curry

It's was totally tired while finding the White Curry

The road i walk at Penang more than i walk at Serdang

but we also thanks to our Penang guide

Hong ning take us to there

the way to there

i saw the branches of my college

The white Curry was nice

Hot Bowl Nyonya Delights at Lorong Abu Siti

after finish the lunch

we rush back hotel by walk

from lorong abu siti to jalan penang

take about 20-30minutes

we took our baggage to bus stop

wait for the free shuttle bus

reach the travel agency

wait until 4:15pm

the bus only reach

last seat we bought

no choice

almost 5pm the bus only leave Penang

9pm we reach KL

the bus driver drive almost 110-120km/h

actually we cheated by the travel agency

we said we want bukit jalil

but the driver drop us at Pudu bus stop..

it's ok..as long as we can back!

overall for this trip is ok..

we have fun,

we enjoy,

we laugh,

we eating,

we drinking,

we walking,

we sleeping..

recently

Now is during CNY..

My parents were went to Turkey on cho4..

All housework done by myself!!

The pokai brother never come and help!!

Ok,fine.

i help u wash ur cloth,cook for u..

But now u r arguing with me just a small matter,

disturbing me knock my door until it was broken!!!

some more off the electricity!!

hey!!i have ady told u that i have to wake up at 7am,

and now u broken my door on 4am somemore off the electricity!!

You this fucker Foong yik yong!!

Don't blame on me,

y i did't wash ur clothes,

y i did't cook for u!!!fucker!!

T_T

WHAT A BIG MISTAKE I DID!!!T^T

hope it won't make a big problem to me..

70% marks over there...

if jz the mistake start from the beginning..

cause all 0 ..

i think...

i will very very disappointed to myself!

The higher the expectations, the higher the disappointment

The higher the expectations, the higher thedisappointment

2010就这样过去了

翻回之前写的部落格，

日子过得真快，

就当我看到新年去黄金海岸，

再多一个月，

又要新年，

日子还过的真快。。。