The higher the expectations, the higher the disappointment

The higher the expectations, the higher thedisappointment

2010就这样过去了

翻回之前写的部落格，

日子过得真快，

就当我看到新年去黄金海岸，

再多一个月，

又要新年，

日子还过的真快。。。

Party night!30Dec2010

yesterday was early celebrate for New Year!

so we had a lil party at mic house with steamboat & alcoholic~

ya,we had fun for the night..

but while i was link back to yesterday memory,

i feel don't know whether i should laugh or cry..

a lots of funny funny thing i did..

what i said yesterday,what i did yesterday..

walao!!

can some1 telling me more about yesterday?

i was curios now!

arh!!!

heart breaking

heart breaking now...

now i only realize that,

can't trust anyone again..

it's really make me heart break...

i was really sad about that..

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眼睛被哭肿了...

哭,不是因为我做错,

是竟然有人这么的诋毁我,

挑拨我跟他人..

半年前在我面前说A坏话

半年后在他人说我坏话

这世界真恐怖

《对付虚伪的人，不是骂她，不是拆穿她，而是让她继续悲哀地虚伪着，然后装作什么也不知道。那么慢慢地，很多人会主动跑来告诉你她有多虚伪。》

haizzzz...

haiz....take time while feeding lele eat medicine...=[

another new born baby~E5~3 Dec 2010

after my viva elite...just bought a new nokia E5....Yeah!! =]

creditor' 20 yrs old

erm...finally i father had bought a new car for me..

its also under my name..

happy right??

ya..sure i will feel happy..

but..

i need to pay by myself..

after i graduated..

i need to pay every thing..

like insurance,PTPTN, car loan..

the car loan is about RM400 every month..

insurance RM200 something...

PTPTN..i think almost RM150 or something more..

im jz a girl from fresh graduated..

i don't think i can afford this kind of amount...

this amount have already take over almost my half month salary

if my salary is between 1200-1600

haiz....

hope every thing will be ok..

good news or bad news...

my dad was decide to get a new VIVA auto for me..

hmm...

its that consider a good news?

he said he will pay the 1st payment and pay for every month

until i get a job..

huh!!

means that

he is forcing me get a job in a short time..

means that...

after i finish my training...

i have no time enjoy my holiday..

sob...T_T

i straightly going to interview a JOB!

so is that this still consider a good news?

ya..its really a good news for me..

but think more further..

it also give me a big pressure..

after graduated

i need to pay back the PTPTN

and now..

adding 1 more..

the expenses of the car..

i don't know that..

can i afford that or not..

欲哭无泪..

就是想发泄！